Hi Daddy, I think about you and dream about you a lot. Lately my most pressing deep thought is that I thought I was right. I thought I was right to be upset with you, I thought I was right to hold on to the stance that until you did right by us I wouldn’t have you in my life. For years I thought I was right to dismiss you. At 43, I realize I had a right to feel all those things, but I was wrong for not being a daughter. For not looking beyond your faults, for not staying by your side until the end. I realized that I’m not the easiest person to love either and I don’t want everyone to walk away from me. I would want the ones that love me most to fight for me and stay in my life. For years, I thought I was right. I could have loved you from a distance and been there with you on your sick bed. You should never have had to die alone. This is why I mourn. Because even with the things about you I couldn’t understand, I could have tried. You were worth the try and as an adult I know I would have understood what I couldn’t as a kid. I’m sorry. Death is so powerful because none of this really matters now. I’ll never get a do over. I’ll live with these feelings of regret and shame forever. I just pray you found it in your heart to forgive me. And I pray you had peace knowing that we forgave you. I thought I was right.. all those years I thought I was.. and today I realize I was wrong, I had a right to feel how I felt but never had the right to give up on you. Ohana means family. No one left behind or forgotten. Im sorry 💕🕊️🪽

Posted by Nisha Alexander on November 8, 2025

Hi Daddy, I think about you and dream about you a lot. Lately my most pressing deep thought is that I thought I was right. I thought I was right to be upset with you, I thought I was right to hold on to the stance that until you did right by us I wouldn’t have you in my life. For years I thought I was right to dismiss you. At 43, I realize I had a right to feel all those things, but I was wrong for not being a daughter. For not looking beyond your faults, for not staying by your side until the end. I realized that I’m not the easiest person to love either and I don’t want everyone to walk away from me. I would want the ones that love me most to fight for me and stay in my life. For years, I thought I was right. I could have loved you from a distance and been there with you on your sick bed. You should never have had to die alone. This is why I mourn. Because even with the things about you I couldn’t understand, I could have tried. You were worth the try and as an adult I know I would have understood what I couldn’t as a kid. I’m sorry. Death is so powerful because none of this really matters now. I’ll never get a do over. I’ll live with these feelings of regret and shame forever. I just pray you found it in your heart to forgive me. And I pray you had peace knowing that we forgave you. I thought I was right.. all those years I thought I was.. and today I realize I was wrong, I had a right to feel how I felt but never had the right to give up on you. Ohana means family. No one left behind or forgotten. Im sorry 💕🕊️🪽

Posted by Nisha Alexander on November 8, 2025

Not a day goes by that I don’t wish u were still here. I pray that you continue to rest peacefully until we meet again big guy. Love always Mook

Posted by Nisha Alexander on January 11, 2025

Not a day goes by that I don’t wish u were still here. I pray that you continue to rest peacefully until we meet again big guy. Love always Mook

Posted by Nisha Alexander on January 11, 2025

Not a day goes by that I don’t wish u were still here. I pray that you continue to rest peacefully until we meet again big guy. Love always Mook

Posted by Nisha Alexander on January 11, 2025

Not a day goes by that I don’t wish u were still here. I pray that you continue to rest peacefully until we meet again big guy. Love always Mook

Posted by Nisha Alexander on January 11, 2025

I miss you daddy. Thinking of you. Always and forever. Can't believe you've been gone 7 months. I love you always.

Posted by Natasha Patrick on August 31, 2024

Thinking of you daddy. I miss you. I love you. -Snookie

Posted by Anonymous on February 28, 2024

I miss you, daddy. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I love you and I await the day when we are together again.

Posted by Natasha on January 25, 2024

I love you daddy thank you for things you instilled in us loyalty over everything and to love and respect each other I remember our last conversation I hate we didn’t get to say goodbye watch over us big guy we love you so much your memory will always live on until we meet again I hope God allows you to open up the gate for us see you when I get there 💕💕💕💕 Shaheerah

Posted by Shaheerah smith on January 23, 2024

I love you daddy thank you for things you instilled in us loyalty over everything and to love and respect each other I remember our last conversation I hate we didn’t get to say goodbye watch over us big guy we love you so much your memory will always live on until we meet again I hope God allows you to open up the gate for us see you when I get there 💕💕💕💕 Shaheerah

Posted by Shaheerah smith on January 23, 2024

My dad and his kids💕

Posted by Shaheerah smith on January 23, 2024

My dad and his kids💕

Posted by Shaheerah smith on January 23, 2024

My dad and his kids💕

Posted by Shaheerah smith on January 23, 2024

My dad and his kids💕

Posted by Shaheerah smith on January 23, 2024

My dad and his kids💕

Posted by Shaheerah smith on January 23, 2024

My dad and his kids💕

Posted by Shaheerah smith on January 23, 2024